| haha... it's been so long since i logged in... look at all these new things.... and stuff. hahaha... pretty cool.
but anyways, i guess i should write some stuff about me... since i'm so sure that everyone was wondering how i'm doing... or even if i'm still alive?!? well, it is safe to say that i'm still alive and functioning pretty well.... my typing has gone down a lot... i'm actually pretty surprised myself! hahaha. how ever, i have always been around the computer, just reading a lot of manga watching anime... i didn't know i would be so hooked onto them. right now i'm just downloading a whole bunch... and not even watching them... hahaha. not too long ago, i bought a sony dvd burner... since both my hardrives (250GB, 160GB) are full... ! i'm pretty impressed myself. for manga's, i'm currently into Naruto, Bleach, Suzuka, and Negima! go Negima! Negima is my favourite right now, although the anime wasn't as good ( unfortunately) the manga is great. even the picture i have is one of the characters : ).
I'm reading over what I just wrote down... sounds like I'm drunk... haha... but yes, other things I might want to say... I am back in school again! Douggie again, and hopefully I am heading in the right direction.... which I am not too sure yet  . 'I have a Dream... to find a Dream' I remember the first time I heard that.. I thought it was funny, it was used in a joke... or a comedy, something like that. But now, that's exactly what I seem to say all the time now, and I mean it too.... To have a Dream, a Goal, a Destination, something that's pretty hard to have right now. The people who has a dream, who is constantly looking forward, and stops at nothing to grab it... that's something I'm looking for... well... maybe not that.... actually... yeah, hahaha... Dreams are good!
So this is something my hair stylist said to me sometime near my birthday.... I think it was a week or two after... this was back in late Aug. the 29th to be exact. So I was talking to him, he's about 45 I think, Japanese, a place across Burrard Station, (if anyone interested in going there, and ends up going there, you can say Koji sent you, so that I'll get some free things : ) so we were talking, and he told me what he did when he turned 20. In Japan, you are considered to be a full adult at 20. He was telling me that he wrote a story... like a biography of himself. Things like how he felt at that time, his perspective about how the world spun, how his family and friends were, and what mattered to him the most and what didn't. His list of 'what if's' things he wanted, things he needed, and stuff like that. The more things written on the paper, the better(I'm also guessing it's best if it is hand written) So I ask him what he did with it and he told me that he locked it away in the safe! haha... Interesting so far isn't it? So anyways, then he told me. After some time.... when you feel depressed or not too sure what you're doing, or even if you're just plane board; you should go back and read it. The more time that passed the better. "If you re-read it, you will realize how funny you were in the past." "How you thought compared to how you think now." "How things have changed over the passed." "Then some 10 years after that, when you read it again, things would look different once more." I thought about that... I remembered that I did something like that too once, I think I was depressed or something, maybe pissed off at my parents, so I wrote stuff down onto a notepad thingy. Probably 2 years after that I found it, and read it.... hahaha... It was so funny, the way I spelt things, how messy my writing was, the awful grammar and stuff..... That was only 2 years, and only enough to probably fill one quarter of a paper.... but that was funny, I wonder if I still have it...?? But anyways so I started to write stuff down... I think I started this some 3 months after I turned 20... every night before I slept, I would put things down, like what I did, what I wanted to do.... what's my favorite movie, why I wasn't able to pass a certain level of a game, all the way to the girls who I found attractive (which is a pretty long list :p) But away from all the examples, I think i wrote about 6 pages of stuff.... I wanted to write more... but never went back... so it's kinda, incomplete. Oh well...? Maybe in a way, Xanga's the same way, if we keep using this and putting stuff into it, some 5-10 years down the road we might get board and decide to read some of the things which might have happened.... Like the very first thing we put down. I'm guessing a lot of people wrote something like, " ah... so this is xanga! I have xanga people" or maybe something like "today was the worst day of my life... blah blah blah....." and stuff like that... hahaha.... I guess the thing is, is that other people can read it too.... but we all know that : )
Maybe this is good enough for today, need to do up my chem lab and other things... hahaha, I'm kinda behind, already ? Not really, but it would be safer if I stopped playing Final Fantasy X and trying to complete it 100%... haha... I must say that I'm doing pretty well so far... hahaha 
I just found out that we can upload pictures from the computer.... hahaha... nice
Anywho I will go now... more stuff next time? Hopefully within the next month... at most... hahaha |
